In Their Own Words
Letters from Prisoners
For more than 30 years, Jewish women in prison have written to tell us how Torah, friendship, and Jewish connection have brought hope into their lives. Shared with permission, these letters preserve their voices and their stories.
A Letter Received
Looking Forward to the Next Issue
July 8, 2016
The fact that there is no subscription rate is a big help.
Dear Mrs. Deitsch,
Thank you for the newsletter. It was wonderful. Yes, I would like to continue to receive it. The fact that there is no subscription rate is a big help.
I look forward to the next issue. Thank you again.
Sincerely,
[Name omitted for privacy]
A Letter Received
A Treasured Connection to Her Grandmother
20 Tammuz 5780
Your newsletter is life changing and something to be treasured.
Dear Mrs. Spielman and N’shei Chabad Newsletter staff,
Thank you so much for sending me your wonderful newsletter. I read it cover to cover. I really enjoyed your article, “I’ll Think About It?!”—such wonderful advice.
I am a baalas teshuvah. I think of my grandmother when I read your articles. She was very observant in Torah, and I believe in the Chabad lifestyle. Your newsletter is life changing and something to be treasured.
Thank you for allowing me the precious words of my Bubbe. She died when I was only five. My mother rebelled against her Jewishness—too many rules.
“If only!” As for just doing a mitzvah for Yudi, I am enclosing a book of stamps as tzedakah—an extra mitzvah to merit the refuah sheleimah of Chaim Shneur Zalman Yehuda ben Hinda Yocheved.
I will remember him and his family in my davening and extra Torah study.
Thank you again for including me in your newsletter.
My Hebrew name is [omitted for privacy].
With shalom,
[Name and address omitted for privacy]
A Letter Received
Inspired by Stories of the Rebbe
May his memory live forever and inspire us to do kindness and mitzvot in the year to come.
Dear Mrs. Deitsch,
Thank you so much for the beautiful magazine you publish. The stories about the Rebbe, zichrono livracha, are most inspiring.
I have my own story about meeting the Rebbe. May his memory live forever and inspire us to do kindness and mitzvot in the year to come.
[Hebrew blessing]
From [name omitted for privacy], with gratitude and kind wishes for success in all your personal and business endeavors.
[Identifying information omitted for privacy]
A Letter Received
Remembering Women Who Are Disconnected
November 6, 2016
Thank you so much for thinking of me and Jewish women who are not connected to the Jewish community due to incarceration.
Dear Mrs. Deitsch,
I am sorry for being remiss in writing to you regarding the copy of the newsletter that you so graciously sent to me. Thank you so much for the subscription that you mailed to me.
I would very much like to continue to receive the newsletter. I loved the first one that you sent.
Thank you so much for thinking of me and Jewish women who are not connected to the Jewish community due to incarceration.
I look forward to receiving another copy of the newsletter.
Respectfully,
[Name omitted for privacy]
A Letter Received
A Newsletter Found in the Trash
December 18, 2016
I knew it was meant to be mine, as there are no other Jewish inmates.
Dear Mrs. Deitsch,
Thank you for the subscription to N’shei Chabad Newsletter.
Unfortunately, I did not receive the September 2016 issue for a while. I do not know if perhaps there was an error in how it was addressed or if another inmate was simply given the wrong mail. But several weeks ago, I saw the Tishrei 5777 / September 2016 issue lying by the trash can in my dorm.
Of course, I knew it was meant to be mine, as there are no other Jewish inmates. Baruch Hashem, I got to read it! I felt very blessed to have found it. It is quite possible it was given to someone else by mistake. But just in case, I wanted to make sure your information was correct.
[Address omitted for privacy]
I look forward to receiving another issue. Thank you for all you do!
Respectfully,
[Name omitted for privacy]
A Letter Received
Gratitude Beyond Written Words
January 7, 2018
I cannot possibly express my gratitude in written words.
Dear Rishe Deitsch, Senior Editor of the N’shei Chabad Newsletter,
I received your letter pertaining to continuing receiving the N’shei Chabad Newsletter.
Yes, if you would please continue to send me a free subscription, I would truly appreciate it and be blessed by it.
Thank you so much. I cannot possibly express my gratitude in written words.
May Hashem bless you for helping those less fortunate in captivity.
Sincerely,
[Name and identifying information omitted for privacy]
P.S. If you would please send written confirmation that you received this letter, I would appreciate it. Thank you in advance.
A Letter Received
Trusting the Journey
January 6, 2018
I just trust in Him because He always knows what is best.
To Whom It May Concern / Rishe Deitsch,
I would like to receive the free subscription for N’shei Chabad Newsletter.
I have never received it before, and from what you have described, I am anticipating reading it.
As you can see, I am currently residing at Coleman Camp Federal Facility. Never in my wildest dreams did my plans in life include a federal prison sentence, especially at 69 years old.
I have led an outstanding, honorable life, helping my community in Miami, many Jewish organizations, helping homeless facilities, and serving on the Miami City Ballet board of directors. Blah, blah—I do not want to “toot my own horn,” but I had never been in trouble in my life.
Good family, worked hard at schooling, attaining my dream. A “nice Jewish girl” from a good background—yes, we wind up in prison too. Many are here with me at Camp Coleman.
I appreciate all that Aleph has done for me since I have been here. I enjoy my Shabbat services and the challah and honey.
I have always had a strong relationship with G-d, so I know coming here was just one of His plans for me. I just trust in Him because He always knows what is best.
From practicing medicine to washing pots and pans in the kitchen—boy, oh boy, has my life changed in the past years. Just stopping here is my journey, and I trust the process.
[Name omitted for privacy]
A Letter Received
Thank You for Taking the Time to Write
Thank you for taking time out of your day and writing me.
Dear Rishe Deitsch,
I would really enjoy receiving a subscription to your newsletter.
Thank you for taking time out of your day and writing me.
Sincerely,
[Name and identifying information omitted for privacy]
A Letter Received
Every Issue Brings Joy
January 21, 2018
I truly enjoy every issue I have gotten.
Dear Rishe Deitsch,
I would love to continue my subscription with NCN.
I have received it for some time now and truly enjoy every issue I have gotten, so please do keep me on your list.
Thanks to everyone who makes it possible for us to receive it in a place such as this.
Sincerely,
[Name omitted for privacy]
A Letter Received
Please Keep Sending the Womens Magazine
I like all your stories and have learned from the Issues
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN
Can you please keep sending me the women’s magazine?
I like all your stories and have learned from the issues.
Thank you.
Ms. [Name omitted for privacy]
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Heartfelt Thanks Before Release
Thank you so much for not forgetting about Jewish women in prison and offering an opportunity to connect.
Dear Ms. Deitsch,
Thank you so much for your offer to receive N’shei Chabad here in prison. I am very excited to say that after a year and a half of incarceration, I am being released on Wednesday Jan. 10th (Gd willing) to an ankle-monitor program.
I am going to be at:
[Address omitted for privacy]I hope you will send the newsletter there. I cannot tell you how heart warming it is to be able to receive a gift like that in places like this. My official parole date is March 4th, 2015 and then I can send the $25.
Again, thank you so much for not forgetting about Jewish women in prison and offering an opportunity to connect.
Respectfully,
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Gratitude and a Plea for Help from Inside
1-7-18
"I love receiving the magazine from you, and I am grateful for all your help."
1-7-18
Dear Mrs. Deitsch,
My name is [Name omitted for privacy], and I am from Russia.
I love receiving the magazine from you, and I am grateful for all your help. Thank you so much!
I need another favor from you, if it is possible. I don’t know if this is the right department, but I need help finding an attorney who would help me with a legal matter against the correctional institution.
I am 4’11”. By law, they had no right to assign me to the top bunk, but they did. I fell, lost consciousness, suffered a concussion, a large bump on my head, a cracked collarbone, two broken ribs, and an injury to my foot.
Since that fall, I have had terrible migraines, and I experience pain in my back that feels like electricity running through my back and leg. All of this is documented in my medical records.
The institution offered physical therapy, but it did not help. They told me I might need surgery after I am released.
Meanwhile, I continue to live with pain that I never had before the fall.
Please help me find an attorney who would be willing to help me in this situation. It is almost impossible to find legal representation while I am here.
Thank you so, so much.
Sincerely,
[Name omitted for privacy]
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A New Perspective, Pain Gone: Gratitude from Prison
4-9-18
Just getting a different perspective was all I needed to realize I could heal myself.
Dearest Rishe Deitsch,
Sorry to be so late in responding to your letter about renewing my subscription to the Newsletter. My mother passed away in January and many things got put on the back burner as family and friends came to town.
I hope I haven’t missed any issues. I absolutely love it! The article from Rabbi Shlomo Majeski about understanding back pain was so enlightening. I have suffered for years with back pain and after reading that article, I realized that every diagnosis was incorrect. I’ve since taken my health in my own hands and amazingly my back pain is gone. Gone!
Just getting a different perspective was all I needed to realize I could heal myself. Please continue to send me my free subscription. As soon as I am released from prison I’ll contact you so I can receive it at home.
Keep up the good work! And, again, thank you so much.
Sincerely,
[Name omitted for privacy] [Identifying information omitted for privacy]Themes
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Passing the Blessing Along
7/20/16
May Hashem bless you & keep you.
Ms. Deitsch,
Thank you very much for the magazine offer. I would thoroughly enjoy a free subscription. When I am done reading it, I will pass it on to my sisterhood. I appreciate the thoughtfulness.
May Hashem bless you & keep you.
B’shalom,
[Name omitted for privacy][Address omitted for privacy]
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Grateful for N’shei Chabad, Praying for Help to Save My Home
6-28-16
I pray to G-d that someone on Aleph can assist me and my daughter."
6-28-16
Dear Rishe Deitsch,
Thank you for your gift of the N’shei Chabad Newsletter. I am indigent and truly appreciate receiving the newsletter free of charge.
I am innocent of the charges against me and am completing the evidence for my petition for a writ of habeas corpus.
I am also facing the loss of my home. After I was incarcerated, I was unable to make the final year of payments on my 15-year mortgage. Although I had already paid for fourteen years, the property is now scheduled for a sheriff’s sale.
I filed for bankruptcy in an effort to obtain a stay of the sale. I am disabled and will be 66 years old in August. This has been my primary residence.
I have also been told that my home has been vandalized, and my daughter—who is also disabled—has been displaced after the bank changed the locks. The house has significant equity, and I am trying to understand whether it can legally be sold for the amount owed.
If possible, could you forward this letter to the Lawyers’ Network for Alternative Sentencing or the Center for Halacha and American Law?
I pray to G-d that someone through Aleph can assist me and my daughter, who is presently homeless.
Thank you.
Sincerely,
[Name omitted for privacy]
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An 81-Year-Old’s Gratitude for N’shei Chabad and a Caring Community
7-14-16
Proud to be Jewish and so grateful for the part that my people play in caring about others in this troubled world.
7-14-16
Rishe Deitsch
Dear Aleph Friends,
What a wonderful gift the N’shei Chabad newsletter was. I read and enjoyed every page.
At my age 81 1/2 yrs, reading is usually the one thing that I enjoy and am able to do.
The wonderful caring things that you do and have done, for me for over 2 1/2 yrs, are humbling and make me so very proud. Proud to be Jewish and so grateful for the part that my people play in caring about others in this troubled world.
I always pass on everything that you send me with pride, happy that others can enjoy it too.
Yes—please continue it!! I am unable to afford much which makes this an even more appreciated gift.
I am told by Chaplain Hill that Rabbis from Aleph will be here around the 21st to 29th, soon after our Rabbi visits.
I don’t know what I would do without my Rabbi. Over the years he and his beloved family have become as family to me also.
There used to be a lady that came to visit with him—she is 94 yrs old—soon 95 yrs, so caring—very dear to me.
If you have the time—if you would write and let her know how dear she is and how proud we all are to know her. Her address is: [Address omitted for privacy].
Thank you so very much. G‑d bless you all.
Sincerely,[Name omitted for privacy] [Identifying information omitted for privacy] [Address omitted for privacy]
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Grateful for N’shei Chabad Reaching the Incarcerated
23 Sivan 5776
It's a huge comfort to know that people work so diligently to keep us, the incarcerated, grounded in Yiddishkeit.
23 Sivan 5776
Dear Rishe,
I was very pleased to learn that I shall soon be the recipient of a subscription to N’shei Chabad! Several years ago, one of our visitors from Aleph brought several issues of N’shei Chabad, thus I am familiar w/ its content.
I would be very grateful to continue receiving the subscription after the initial issue arrives. I look forward to it. Thank you!
Your time and effort is appreciated. It’s a huge comfort to know that people work so diligently to keep us, the incarcerated, grounded in Yiddishkeit.
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“Thrilled to Get It”: Staying Connected Through the N’Shei Chabad Newsletter
July 20, 2016
I received the N'Shei Chabad Newsletter and was thrilled to get it!
July 20, 2016
Rishe Deitsch
Senior Editor
N’Shei Chabad Newsletter
I received the N’Shei Chabad Newsletter and was thrilled to get it! I would definitely like to continue to receive it.
Being incarcerated cuts us off from a lot of information on our religion and things in general. This will be helpful for the Jewish holidays… to know what we should expect from the BOP and Carswell. Sometimes the inmates at the camp are left out and this will at least tell us what we should expect. We don’t even know which holidays have SPO potential for orders.
Thank you for the newsletter.
[Name omitted for privacy] [Address omitted for privacy]Themes
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So Excited for N’shei Chabad: A Gift and a Reply
June 24, 2016
I'm so excited about it and I thank you.
B”H
THE ALEPH INSTITUTE
Joesph and Sterna Gutnick National Headquarters
9540 Collins Ave
Miami, Florida 33165-7127
(305) 864-5553
June 24, 2016
Dear [Name omitted for privacy],
In a few days you will receive our gift to you, an edition of the N’shei Chabad Newsletter.
The N’shei Chabad Newsletter is a 100-page magazine for Jewish women published by women who are part of the Chabad (an outreach movement, begun over 200 years ago in Russia) movement.
We hope you like it and decide to receive it. It comes out five times per year, so it won’t stuff up your space too much, and it may be disposed of in the regular trash.
If you would like to continue to receive it, please write to me to request a free subscription: Rishe Deitsch, [Address omitted for privacy].
If you do not wish to continue to receive it, do nothing, and you will automatically be taken off the mailing list.
The normal subscription rate is $25 per year, but yours is free for as long as you are incarcerated. There is never any obligation to subscribe at any time. We just want more Jewish women to enjoy and perhaps benefit from our articles and stories.
I look forward to hearing from you!
Sincerely,
Rishe Deitsch,
Senior Editor
Dear Ms. Deitsch,
Yes I do want to receive N’shei Chabad I’m so excited about it and I thank you-
Shalom [Name omitted for privacy]
P.S. See address above
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The Best Thing I Have to Read
7-28-16
This is the best thing I have to read.
7-28-16
Dear Rishe,
I have received the N’shei Chabad Newsletter and am thrilled with the size and scope of it. Thank you so much for sending it to me.
Another woman in here, [Name omitted for privacy], has also received hers and asked that I include her in my letter to you. We both love the newsletter and would love to continue receiving it.
If by chance I get released soon, I will contact you so you can change the mailing address and hopefully I can pay the $25 fee. The future is uncertain at the moment but we are assured that the prison reform is coming through. I pray it is so. We have been promised so many times only to have our hopes dashed. So we wait.
Thank you again. This is the best thing I have to read.
Sincerely,
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Grateful for the N’shei Chabad Newsletter
7-19-16
Thank you so much for the N'SHEI CHABAD Newsletter.
7-19-16
Dear Ms. Deitsch,
Thank you so much for the N’SHEI CHABAD Newsletter. I am very intrested in receiving this newsletter and any others you feel will keep me informed by. It was very intresting to read the stories. I enjoyed them very much. Hashem Bless you.
Sincerely,
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Grateful Request to Keep the N’shei Chabad Newsletter Coming
July 21, 2016
I found it very interesting and most informative.
July 21, 2016
Rishe Deitsch
The Aleph Institute
[Address omitted for privacy]
RE Subscription to N’shei Chabad Newsletter
Dear Mr Deitsch,
Thank you for sending me the trial publication last month of your newsletter.
Yes, I would very much like to continue receiving it. I found it very interesting and most informative.
Thank you again,
[Signature omitted for privacy]I see Rabbi Boyarksy is part of your group. Please do send him my regards.
Thank you
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Keeping Connected Through the N’Shei Chabad Newsletter
7-9-16
I am 72 years old and found myself in prison.
7-9-16
Dear Rishe Deitsch:
I received the N’Shei Chabad Newsletters. I would like to keep getting it. It was so interesting.
I was born and raised in Brooklyn N.Y. [Address omitted for privacy]
Thank you for the newsletter. I am 72 years old and found myself in prison. I have done almost 18 years flat.
Sincerly,
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Honored to Receive a Jewish Magazine
29 June 2016 / 23 Sivan 5776
May Hashem bless you and yours for this offer.
29 June 2016
23 Sivan 5776
Shalom Ms Deitsch,
I would be honored to receive a free subscription to your magazine.
There are very few Jewish publications offered, and I long to learn and read more about Judaism.
May Hashem bless you and yours for this offer.
I look forward to receiving your magazine.
Please keep mailing the issues to me.
Todah,
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Holding Fast to My Jewish Roots on the Road to Freedom
Jan. 11, 2018
my knowledge of Jewish History is and will be most important for my new life.
Jan. 11, 2018
To: Aleph Institute,
I received your letter of Jan. 1, 2018 and must take the opportunity to let you know just how much I enjoy each issue.
My identity with my Jewish roots and heredity are included on the seasonal pages of every copy that I receive.
Upon my release from prison I look forward to paroling to Beit T’shuvah treatment in Los Angeles and my knowledge of Jewish History is and will be most important for my new life.
I look forward to a copy of the NCN and following Liberator magazine Please continue my subscription as I do not receive much mail and always read it cover to cover.
Most Sincerely Yours
Shalom Aleichem,
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Looking Forward to N’shei Chabad’s Newsletter
1/7/18
My family and I are very grateful.
Dear Rishe,
Please add me to the subscriptions list for N’shei Chabad’s Newsletter. I look forward to receiving this. Thank you for everything Aleph provides. My family and I are very grateful.
Thank You!
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Looking Forward to the N’shei Chabad Newsletter
I am looking forward to receiving my first issue.
Rishe Deitsch
Senior Editor
Re: N’shei Chabad Newsletter Subscription
Dear Ms. Deitsch,
I was pleased to receive your letter regarding a free subscription to the Nshei Chabad Newsletter.
I would like to receive the newsletter. It will undoubtedly bring me joy connecting with other Jewish women.
Thank you. I am looking forward to receiving my first issue.
Sincerely,
[Name omitted for privacy]
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Staying Connected with the N’shei Chabad Newsletter
7/4/16
I would like to continue receiving N'shei Chabad Newsletter.
Hi,
Hope you are well.
I would like to continue receiving N’shei Chabad Newsletter.
I really enjoyed this edition. I would feel really grateful to have a normal subscription.
My information
[Identifying information omitted for privacy]– Thank you.
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A Voice for Dignity and a N’Shei Newsletter Request
Although Hashem gave the human being speech to differentiate us from the animals, in prison we have no voice.
Rishe Deitsch,
PLEASE, do send me the N’Shei Chabad News letter. I appreciated you including me on the mailing list. The fact that you are providing the subscription to me for free allows me access.
I only make 16¢ an hour and I also must purchase food and hygene products. Women at this prison like most others are usually indigent, by virtue of prolonged incarceration. Although women and men in N.Y.S. prisons are mandated to work 30 hrs a week minimum, they are paid 16¢ for most positions, except for industry, which makes .90 – 1.10¢ per hour, but there are only 2 such jobs in Bedford Hills. There are 850 women at Bedford Hilss and there are two positions at 90¢ per hour at the prison’s D.M.V. call center and that is only for Team Leaders.
We have grievedthe issue, that our inmate wages have not increased since 1973, yet due to inflation rates outside/inside of the prison our wages are decreasing in value steadily. At commissary, where we purchase our food, hygene and basic products, the buy limit for food was $55, now this year is gone up to $75.
The catch is because we are prisoners, we have no vote, no leverage with legislature/representation. In N.Y.S. inmate wages are set and regulated, not the Correctional Department. After Attica Riots 1971 the state set at 10% of standard min wages, inmate wages for their mandatory work/programs. Since then the standard minimum wages have increased exponentially due to inflation rates nationwide, however prison wages have remained the same since they were set. If it were adjusted to 10% of today’s wages we would get 90¢ an hour, much better than 16¢ for us.
One scholar at the Marymount-Manhattan College at Bedford Hill prison, another female prisoner actually wrote a paper in economics describing the problems incurred by the imprisoned population, especially female prisoners. Because inmate wages are decreasing in value and encumbrances that inmates are required to pay are increasing, inmates face an unduly harsh challenge to attempt rehabilitation in the midst of such deprivations. Her name is [Name omitted for privacy] and her paper was so well read and accurate. People need to see and understand what it’s like for us here. Perhaps if the public knew the plight of the incarcerated woman behind prison walls people would be compelled to advocate for us, as they do for animals. Although Hashem gave the human being speech to differentiate us from the animals, in prison we have no voice. The current prison system imposes upon women in America (N.Y.), upon human bodies and souls, real changes would preserve human rights. All lives matter, except the lives of the incarcerated woman in America’s mass incarceration era.
Respectfully,
[Name omitted for privacy]Please write me back if you would like a copy of her work.
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A Gift of Connection in Confinement
we as incarcerated Jewish women are closed off from our culture, when we need it most.
Dear Ms. Deitsch,
I would like to accept your most generous gift for my one year subscription to the N’Shei Chabad Newsletter Thank you for including me as I am sure you are aware, we as incarcerated Jewish women are closed off from our culture, when we need it most.
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Seeking Jewish Growth Through the N’shei Chabad Newsletter
7-17-2016
I would like to grow in my Jewish spirituality.
Hi,
I am a lifer at C.I.W. prison & I received a copy of N’shei Chabad Newsletter through the Aleph Institute. I would like to grow in my Jewish spirituality & would like to continue to receive the newsletter.
Thank you very much
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Sharing Jewish Strength at Carswell
June 29, 2016
Having correspondence with a Jewish woman sisterhood would be a life saving spiritual experience for some of us.
June 29, 2016 5776
Dear Ms. Deitsch,
I was thrilled to read that you will be mailing me a free subscription of N’shei Chabad Newsletter magazine!
I will share this magazine with all elderly and sick women of Jewish faith at Carswell.
Carswell is the only medical center for federally incarcerated elderly, sick women in Continental USA. Majority of us are far away from our family and friends. Anything about Judaism is greatly appreciated.
Would you be interested to receive from us some input for your magazine? We strive to celebrate all major holidays and Sabbath. Sometimes we experience problems and asking for help from Dept. Having correspondence with a Jewish woman sisterhood would be a life saving spiritual experience for some of us.
Be Shalom Rav,
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Thank You for This Blessing
This article gave resources I wish my own family had then.
Dear Rishe,
Thank you for the wonderful newsletter. I loved the insights and articles. Special thanks to Rivka Silverman for sharing the story of her abuse and recovery. I also come from a background of abuse and I wish someone had helped my family know how to react to what happened to me. This article gave resources I wish my own family had then.
Please continue my subscription and again, thank you for this blessing
Sincerely,
[Name omitted for privacy]
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Looking Forward to the N’shei Chabad Newsletter
June 27, 2016
Please know that when I'm done reading the magazine I'll be sharing it with my fellow Jews and then donate it to the library.
B”H
June 27, 2016
Mr. Rishe Deitsch
Senior Editor
[Address omitted for privacy]
Dear Mr. Deitsch,
I so look forward to receiving The N’shei Chabad Newsletter. I’m a Russian Jew descendant and can’t wait to read your magazine. Please, know that when I’m done reading the magazine I’ll be sharing it with my fellow Jews and then donate it to the library.
This letter is to inform you that I definitely wish to receive this free subscription. Thank you so much for this opportunity as it’s greatly appreciated.
With Torah greetings and blessings.
Sincerely,
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Keeping Shabbos Behind Bars: A Letter from MDC
January 10, 2018
Please have women to keep me in mind in tehillim.
Metropolitan Detention Center[Address omitted for privacy]
January 10, 2018
Dearest Rishe Deitsch:
Thank you for giving me a free subscription for the past year 2017. I am requesting to continue to receive a free subscription. Yes, I am incarcerated at MDC for the past 11 months. I am the only Jewish female @ MDC. Yes, I have the treatment of being treated differently because I am Jewish in a BAD way. I would like to have a PEN PAL visit if anyone from your community has the time to do so. Visiting forms on line WWW.BOP.GOV Prison Phone # 718-840-4200 to check for approval.
It is very hard to be Jewish, being the only female Jewish. I make Kiddish, light the electrical candles, daven every day, and say Tehillim etc. The guyiom mock me but I ignore them. Please let the community know that a Jewish Woman has no place in a prison. The community needs to band together and give BOND money for a women who is incarcerated. In my case, I could have been out before my sentence if people would have banded together to give BOND money. I had no way of getting things together before I was sentenced, ie rent money, commissary money (money into my account). I only receive money from Aleph which is $54.00/month. It helps to provide for some of my needs but not all of my needs. A prisoner needs to buy their personal needs. I need to provide for food for my Sabbaths.
A Sabbath menu is as follows: A fruit, cold bologna (cold cuts), vegetable juice and 2 pieces of bread. After Sabbath day is tuna, vegetable juice, a fruit and 2 pieces of bread. Every thing is cold! If you know anyone who could put some money into my account give them this information Western Union Quick Collect form: amount of money in words. Pay to [Name omitted for privacy]. They should find someone in Western Union who knows how to do it.
I have a special story to tell when I get out and would like to write a book about it. Let me know if you know anyone who could help me.
I would like to have a visit from Mrs. Rubashkin. Or if she could send me a letter to boost my spirit. If you have any connections could you help me? I want to give you a phone # of a friend if you need to give me any messages: [Phone number omitted for privacy] [Name omitted for privacy].
Please have women to keep me in mind in Tehillim [Name omitted for privacy] . So, please continue sending me your magazines because it keeps me connection with Klal Yisroel. You keep me connection with my roots of being an observant Jew.
Sincerely,
[Name omitted for privacy]Themes
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Becoming the Woman Hashem Created Me to Be
July 11, 2016
The newsletter is perfect for me.
Dear Ms. Deitsch,
Thank you so very much for the edition of N’shei Chabad Newsletter! I love it!
May I please receive a free subscription?
There are many questions in my mind about being an observant Jewish woman. I will, G-d willing, be released next year and intend to be the woman Hashem created me to be; I was not frum before coming to prison. But I am frum now and extremely serious about involving myself with other frum Chabad women. This newsletter is perfect for me. Thank you for thinking of me.
I have been incarcerated almost 17 years now, and I was 24 when I was sent here. Both my mom and my Bubby have passed away during this time. Baruch Hashem I still have my father. Yet your publication will help me by giving me a female influence in my life.
May G-d bless you! Have a nice day.
All the best,
[Name omitted for privacy]Themes
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A Small Gift of Connection: N’shei Magazine Reaches Albion
June 24, [unclear]
Thanks so much for the N’shei magazine!
B”H
The Aleph Institute
The Aleph Institute
June 24, 2016
Albion Correctional Facility
3595 State School Road
Albion, NY 14411-9399
Dear [Name omitted for privacy],
In a few days you will receive our gift to you, an edition of the N’shei Chabad Newsletter.
The N’shei Chabad Newsletter is a 100-page magazine for Jewish women published by women who are part of the Chabad (an outreach movement, begun over 200 years ago in Russia) movement.
We hope you like it and decide to receive it. It comes out five times per year, so it wont stuff up your space too much, and it may be disposed of in the regular trash.
If you would like to continue to receive it, please write to me to request a free subscription: Rishe Deitsch, 667 Crown Street Brooklyn NY 11213
If you do not wish to continue to receive it, do nothing, and you will automatically be taken off the mailing list.
The normal subscription rate is $25 per year, but yours is free for as long as you are incarcerated. There is never any obligation to subscribe at any time. We just want more Jewish women to enjoy and perhaps benefit from our articles and stories.
I look forward to hearing from you!
Sincerely,
Rishe Deitsch
Senior Editor
Dear Rishe —
Thanks so much for the N’shei magazine! Can you please continue sending it to me. Loved it! (And done very professionally too! Thx
Themes
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Thank You for the Chanuka Gifts and Ongoing Support
Keep up the good work.
Dear Mazal.
I would like to continue receiving anything available from the Aleph Institute. When the new calendars come out I would like to receive one.
I would like to thank you or who was responsible for sending Chanuka gifts to my grand children. One last thing two of my grandkids received their gifts the third one [Name omitted for privacy], age ten did not receive his. Since money was expended felt someone should know.
Thank you for all your attention to our religous needs. Keep up the good work.
Respectfully
[Name omitted for privacy]
Themes
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Please Continue My Magazine Subscription
January 14, 2018
I love the articles and really appreciate all you do.
January 14, 2018
Dear Rishe Deitsch,
Thank you for your letter regarding my magazine subscription. Yes I would like to continue to receive it. I love the articles and really appreciate all you do.
Thank you,
[Name omitted for privacy]Themes
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A Humble Request for the N’shei Chabad Newsletter
1-24-18
I am indigent and would like to receive anything you have to offer.
Rishe Deitsch:
I would like very much to receive the N’shei Chabad Newsletter. I am indigent and would like to receive anything you have to offer.
Thank you
[Signature omitted for privacy]Themes
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Reconnecting Through the N’shei Chabad Newsletter
Jan. 14, 2018
I feel a special connection to the teachings of Chabad which originated in Russia.
Jan. 14, 2018
Dear Rishe,
I was very happy to hear that I will soon receive another edition of the N’shei Chabad Newsletter!
When I was incarcerated in the women’s prison in Memphis I received one issue. Then in August of 2016 that facility closed and we were all transferred up here to Henning. I enjoyed the one issue I received and I look forward to us connecting again so I can receive future mailings.
My ancestors came from Womza or Lomza which was part of Russia until after WWI when the borders changed and it was then in Poland. So… as you see, I feel a special connection to all things Chabad which originated in Russia.
Please make sure that my new address is in your system. Thank you so much.
[Address omitted for privacy]Shalom Uvracha,
[Name omitted for privacy]Themes
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Please Sign Me Up for the N’shei Chabad Newsletter
Feb. 5, 2018
I like to read it very much
Feb. 5, 2018
Dear Rishe Deitsch,
Yes I would like to receive N’shei Chabad Newsletter.
I like to read it very much.
Sign me up for the magazine
Thank you
Sincerely,
[Name omitted for privacy]Themes
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“Thank You for Remembering Me” — An Inmate’s Update
October 2018
Thank you so much for remembering me!
Hi Rishe,
Below is an email I received from an inmate regarding her updated locations and dates:
“I received a letter, and now a copy of the NCN Magazine. I love it! I would like to continue receiving it. Can you please forward my request to Rishe Deitsch, the Senior Editor. I will be at this facility until October 2, 2018. My address here is:
[Identifying information omitted for privacy]After October 5, 2018, I will be at my home address:
[Address omitted for privacy]Thank you so much for remembering me!
Sincerely, and B’Shalom,
[Name omitted for privacy]”Themes
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A Lonely Day, a Newsletter, and “I Believe in Hashem”
Sunday, February 7, 2021 (25 Shevat 5781)
I believe in Hashem!
Sunday, February 7th, 2021
25 Shevat 5781
Dear N’shei Chabad,
I’m currently incarcerated and have been for the past almost 6 years. I have been receiving the newsletter for almost 2 years. I am at my third “institution” and have been here for just over a year. I had to place myself in protective custody and the next day the newsletter arrived. I am very scared and feel so alone. At first the only thing allowed for me to have was my siddur, B”H. Then I received the magazine and what do I open up to? The words of the song “I believe in Hashem”! Of course, I cried reading it.
I recently started to daven more and say Tehillim, both the day of the week and the daily assigned and my “Kapital.” I come from a non religious family and have been seeking my roots. I already read the magazine cover to cover but it was Shabbos, I couldn’t underline a thing, so I restarted again today. Which is great, I need to soak up all that I can. I enjoy reading everything, even people different perspective and points of view! I was always told “where there are 2 Jews there are 3 points of view” :).
I can’t wait to get out so I can look up the older publications that people are always mentioning. Please continue with all the great work the whole staff does. This one (not so lonely) soul truly appreciates it.
Sincerely,
[Name omitted for privacy]Themes
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Your Magazine Brightens My Day
March 25, 2021
Your wonderful gift brightens my day.
March 25, 2021
Rishe Deitsch
667 Crown St.
Brooklyn, NY 11213
Ms. Deitsch,
I want to take this opportunity to thank you and all the staff NCN. You produce a lovely magazine. It’s full of useful information for everyone who reads it.
I share it with other women here. They like it. They’ll ask me for it if I take too long to finish reading it.
Your wonderful gift brightens my day. Please continue your good work.
Sincerely,
[Name omitted for privacy]Themes
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Strength and Modesty: A Reader’s Thanks to N’shei Chabad
May 31, 2021 (20 Sivan, 5781)
But what if I’m just a servant of Hashem doing my duty?
May 31, 2021
20 SIVAN, 5781
Dear Mrs. Deitsch & N’shei Chabad Newsletter team-
Our Mail has been backed up due to Covid.
The Nissan edition of your Newsletter finally arrived. Thank you so much for blessing me with your magazine. I read it cover to cover and think imagine if every young Jewish woman read and listened to the wisdom of the people who write your articles, the world would be amazing. Filled with strong Jewish woman who realize the strength they have comes from within. That modesty is realizing that we are precious to G-d- and our bodies are not who we are- Take away the outward beauty and see the true light of Hashem.
I really liked what Baila Vorhand had to say: “For me to approach the world with the goal or making a spiritual revolution may seem like super-over-confidence. But what if I’m just a servant of Hashem doing my duty?” How incredible!!
thank you again for everything
With Shalom,
[Name omitted for privacy]Themes
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Learning About Kindness and Courage
I learn so much from this Newsletter.
Dear Rishe Deitsch,
Thank you so much for sending the Newsletter. I so enjoy it and would love to continue to receive it.
So much great information. On Kindness and Courage is my favorite column:
“When I Broke My Foot.” “Succos Magic.” “My Back Is Killing Me.”
I learn so much from this Newsletter. Thank you.
Sincerely,
[Name omitted for privacy]
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Sweet New Year Blessings and Hope
1 Tishrei, 5782
May Moshiach Come Now. I long for us all to go home.
Dear Mrs. Deitsch & Everyone at N’shei Chabad Newsletter,
I wanted to wish you a sweet, happy and healthy new year, I pray that Hashem covers the world with peace. What is concealed becomes revealed. May Moshiach Come Now. I long for us all to go home – “Come home” to Jerusalem.
“LeShanah tovah tikatevee vetichatemee.”
שנה טובה
חתימה טובה
Thank you for sharing your lovely Newsletter with me. It is simply precious.
With shalom
[Name omitted for privacy]Themes
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